Just Stand Up..

The heart is stronger then you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't, it finds a way
To still push on, though

Sometimes, you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe
Look into your heart
The beat goes on

I'm telling you that
Things get better, through whatever
If you fall
Dust it off, don't let up

Don't you know, you can go
Be your own miracle
You need to know

Chorus:
If the mind keeps thinking
You've had enough
But, the heart keeps telling you
Don't give up

Who are we to be questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up, through it all
Just Stand Up

It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don't mean it got to take control, no

You ain't gotta find no hiding place
Because, the heart can beat the hate
Don't wanna let your mind keep playing you
And saying you can't go on

I'm telling you that
Things get better, through whatever
Don't you know you can go
Be your own miracle
You need to know

Bridge:
You don't got to be a prisoner
In your mind (If you fall, dust it off)
You can live with your life(Yeah)
Let you heart be your guide(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

And you will know that you're good
If you trust in the good(Everything will be alright, yeah)
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever

You got it in you, find it within
You got it in now, find it within now
You got it in you, find it within
You got it in now, find it within now
You got it in you, find it within
Find it within you
Find it within


Nice song... I like the lyrics at the beginning... Very encouraged!!!

I'm the apple of Your eye...

Lately... It's been an emotional roller-coaster ride for me. Kinda feeling down just yesterday... got some bad news, felt rather disappointed in myself...

But somehow today people are concern about me... dunno why??? Talking to my friends just made my day a little bit more encouraging... Esp talking to Mr S... it was quite surprising to see him online and receive his sms... it was nice chatting with u... :-)

Never really told anyone how i felt yesterday... but i guess God knows how i feel and bring people to encourage me...

Today we did practical during class... kinda scary at first... i was blind folded... haha... (not that we are playing blind mice)
We had to learn how to prophesy for our classmates... i was kinda apprehensive at first... i din dare to speak out... but eventually i took a step of faith and tried...

Then my classmate came and prophesied over me... i was very touched by wat she said to me... very blessed and encouraged...

"I'm the apple of His eye... I'm special and unique... There's a time and season for everything... My time is gonna come..."

I have loads to do now... Bible reading... Read my book and do my assignments... Argh... So little time... so much to accomplish... All the best to me...

Someone is betting on his money for me to get good results... I hope i can... U better pray hard that I finish my assignments on time lo... hahaha...

Alright... Back to work...

Thanks for popping by... :-)

Woah....ohhhhhhhh.........

Right now i'm typing this with my eyes half open...

It's my 4th week in SOT... Oh God... you are my portion... my help in times of need... give me strength and good rest so that i wont fall asleep in class... hahaha

I believe this is the prayer of all my classmates to... Right guys?!!! hehehe...

But it's all GOOD... this week's class is pretty easy goin in a way becos every session was a good laughing session for all of us... We really needed that... I enjoyed Pst Aries' preaching so much... kinda miss hearing him preach... reminds me of my younger days in church... hahaha... he almost made me fall off the chair with all his jokes today... so funny...

Everyday i would cry out for more rest and more strength...

Then i led Praise for the 1st time in SOT... I felt very good abt it and was happy that the atmosphere was good and i could see the smiles on my classmate's face... It really made my day...
Comments abt is looking like a CCH svc... hahaha... I'm proud to be from CCH... Proud that i'm serving in CCH... I guess it's just the CCH DNA in us... we are just different... hahaha

But anyways... the main highlight for this week was today's cg meeting... (and not forgetting this weekend's service with Dr John Avanzini... must prepare my wallet... hahaha)

"God loves me for who i am..."
How many of us really believe in this statement... It was a thought provoking session with PET... She brought out alot of points and really made us think hard...

cg meeting ended really well... presense of God was so strong towards the end, i couldn't lift up my hands, wept... And God gave me a song... I'll just end off tonight with this...

My Portion, My Healer
My help in times of need
My Comforter, My Best Friend
You are all I need...

Levite for God always... Good night my friends...

Happy Easter!!!

2nd week of SOT... Tiring... Lack of Sleep... Loads of rehearsals... Loads of teaching... Still recovering... Made alot of new frens... Catch up with some old ones...

This week is a short week cos of Easter... For me... I think i will only attend 2 days of school this week cos I have to go for rehearsals tml and then our Big Day starts on Thursday! So it's just *bam* *bam* *bam*...

Been feeling pain in my abdomen and also breathless... Maybe cos I was still coughing and recovering from flu.

Today, sang for SOT for the 1st time. It's fun... a whole new different experience... Not like CCH. But this time we're ministering to our own classmates... But it's a nice feeling... Altho i don think i sang very well today... Still have lotsa areas to improve on...

Made alot of new frens in a matter of days... But i'm really bad with names and all... So i can only remember faces very well... The more memorable ones are Wilson and Kenny... They are from America and they are hilarious! U guys make me laugh so much... I really dunno wat to say... It's fun having u guys in class...hahahaha...

Tml is gonna be a long long day... and i badly need to get my beloved sleep soon... I hope i can really do well for the next few days to be in tip top condition for the big day... Oh help me God...

Okok... My eyes are going to protest if i carry on typing this...

Lights out!

Heart warming revelation...

This whole week was quite awesome... Started 1st day of school in SOT... Rehearsals... Fell ill... Recovered... Work... Quite fulfilling for the 1st week at school.

Then today my bundle of joy came running to my house...(not literally, it was hand delivered) hahaha! My new lappy... Bought a new HP Pavilion dv4. Kinda excited... So to speak, i'm typing on my new lappy right now. Feels great to have a new gadget to play around with... Still exploring the functions and tools... Still trying to figure it out...

Then i attended a memorial svc today... It was so heart warming... I led a few songs in tt svc... and the ppl's heart are united. I saw a bonded family, coming together to pay tribute to a very hospitable and loving mother. I was deeply touched by their warmth and unity. Their love for their mother is so strong... I could feel an atmosphere of love in that place. And how the father loved his wife so much... It's really admirable...

I wanna make an effort at home... Maybe have more family dinners together. Celebrate occasions together... I wanna have more together-time with my family...

Just this week i was coughing so badly... My dad heard me coughing...Immediately He made some chinese cough remedy(zi ke tang) for me. Everytime when someone at home is sick... he never fails to try and make us feel better by brewing chinese medicine for us. Thanks dad... for all the cough remedy and reminders to sleep early...I love you dad!

My brother was helping me setup my laptop when i was trying to figure it out... Altho he's not been in church for quite awhile... but he was quite supportive when i enrolled for SOT. Altho sometimes he made my blood boil, but most of the time we just laugh sitting at the couch watching some crappy show... I enjoyed the times that we laugh...

Money cannot buy alot of things... one of it is Love!

God never expects us to repay His love or blessings... It's unconditional! That's why Jesus died for us on the cross...

This week is gonna be a long week... Easter celebration... Everyone is so busy...

Tenacity... Strength... Enough rest... Breakthrough...

Gonna catch up with my bible reading... Thanks for tuning in...

Life changing experience on the way...

Woohoo... I'm totally excited about SOT... It's gonna be full of crazy fun... I cant sleep now... Oh man... and it's my 1st day of school in about 6 hours!

I just got news about the sponsorship today... OMG! Makes me even more excited.. I cant believe it... The power of confession... It really came to past! PTL!

This 2 weeks is gonna be crazy... Morning Prayer meetings... Class... Work... Rehearsals... I'M NOT GONNA BE LATE! God forbids tt...

Easter is coming and i'm just so happy that it's here... I cant wait!

I'm eternally grateful!!! I cant describe it... It's just overwhelming...

I can't wait to meet my classmates... Hear Pst Phil preach again... The journey has officially begun...

Start your engines Ladies and Gentlemen! It's gonna be a super-duper-licious ride of a lifetime for all of us! Embrace yourselves...

I'm so looking forward to it...

Thanks for reading... I'm out... Gotta catch some beauty sleep...
Goodnite everyone...

Random thoughts...

Yes yes... it's been so long since i've updated... my blog has more or less become a personal private blog. Feels like it's never been read for a long long time... hahaha... but i'll still update for my own viewing sake... haha... how sarcastic...

2 more weeks... and i'm gonna start SOT for real. No more games, no more backing out... Reality has finally sunk in...

People ask me "So how? U excited about goin to SOT?"

Somehow or rather i wasn't so excited at first... I was still thinking that it's gonna start at the end of the month... Lo and behold, it's mid-march. How could time past so fast...

Now getting my heart prepared... reading the word and praying more... but most importantly, i wanna prepare my mind... it's gonna be an adventure and a turning point for me. I believe it more than ever...

I think i need something like that to really spice up my walk with God and also my own life... Everything seems so normal and mediocre... Boring... I want excitement... At least i wanna be excited about the things in my life... Excited to go to SOT... blah blah blah...

I know there's more to it for me in life... but i have yet to see it and experience it for myself...

I really wonder if i'm prepared for it... i wanna believe that i am... U're never prepared until u are smack with the situation. I'll just have to seize every opportunity and make it happen... No regrets... No 2nd thoughts... I want my life to count...

This year's SOT is gonna be quite fun... thinking about the people whom i know that are goin has already got me excited... Going back to school feels great...For some of the people i'm gonna see them 7 days a week... haha...

So am i prepared enough for the challenges that are ahead of me?
I hope so...

Ok... gonna hit the stacks...

Thanks for tuning in... Have a great week ahead!!!